What does he have to say about America's Player & being called arrogant & a tool?

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MF:  I'm not embarrassed to say I think I peed myself jumping up & down when Michelle won HoH. 

JESSIE:  Thank you.

MF:  How fricking excited & proud of her are you?

JESSIE:   I'm obviously definitely proud.  I just wish space I was there to see it and initially I am fighting the demon of regardless what everybody thinks in how I played, I did not go out because of how I played.  I went out because more so Memphis, Keesha, Renny & Libra in Dan's friends and family members all voted to keep Memphis in because it was going to benefit them.  If that makes sense, it makes perfect logical sense to me, the way I was portrayed on there as opposed to I don't know if you watched the 24/7 live feeds.

MF:  Yep.

JESSIE:  You obviously saw the way I was and who would the person I really was and not how I was portrayed.  I don't know if you think it's a little bit different or offkilter, but those are more variant in the votes, you know, moreso wanted to get me out so Dan, and then you go back to the end where he swore up and down that $500,000 was not worth him going back and what he believed in, what he preaches and his word when really he gave his word to the HoH first in general.  Then apparently he swore on the Bible to Libra he was going to vote me out and then he swore on his cross to Jerry and also the Bible.  You see what I mean?  Which one reigns supreme?  The one you said first, okay so go back to the beginning of the game & whoever you shook hands with 1^st that's your original true alliance.  You see what I'm saying?

MF:  I understand what you're saying.  I just want to know do you blame Dan since he's America's player?

JESSIE:  In the sense of if he wants to stick by what he believed in, why would you put yourself in that position and just bail out.  Cuz what did he make, $5,000?  That just goes to show you he feels uncomfortable in his position in the game as of right now and even more so now because of his actions.  I'm saying prior to him evicting me, he apparently felt obligated or threatened in his position in the game.  So he's like, "Okay.  At least I can make $5,000 in the game guaranteed."  You see what I'm saying?  He doesn't have faith in himself and he doesn't have enough trust in himself to make it all the way in to the distance.  Me?  Regardless of me being put up I somehow got myself out of it.  I was the underdog time and time and time again.  If find the arrogant one, okay, I have a whole other opinion for that.  Point being, Dan was the one swearing that his job was on the line, his girl is on the line, again it all got brought out in the 10 second hug that obviously was awkward and because I tried pulling away after a minute and he kept holding onto me and he was checking his hair out the whole entire time and seeing if he was like crying right.  And we, again, I guess they didn't show but I guess on the 24 hour live feed you obviously saw that I went out to Michelle and we already knew what he was pulling and he was AP and that is what we were calling him.  So I started learning Portuguese and I would say AP as "grunt Kona" [I have no idea what words he was saying here it is something in Portuguese].  So exactly.

MF:  Michelle talked about this last night and he after she won HOH how she immediately said to you that he was looking at himself in the mirror and looking at the camera and she knew that the hug was fake and was telling everybody last night.  Memphis is really pushing her now to put up April now.

JESSIE:  Oh my God are you serious?

MF:  Yeah.

JESSIE:  That's not going to happen.

MF:  That's what I wanted to ask you about.  Do you think she's going to fall for it?

JESSIE:  No.

MF:  Everybody worked her last night.  Keesha, Renny, Libra all doing the April put Jessie up so April is responsible.

JESSIE:  No.  She's not.  She's not going to do that.  I told her what we it was.  It's Dan and Libra.  So she's not going to do that. She knows that she wants to do something for me.  I didn't even get voted out cuz of April.  I got voted out because of a America's player.  That's what it came down to.  I played the game to the tee perfectly and I still would be in it.  And then again the pendulum swung so high that I would be on it with Michelle and we he be laughing the entire time.  I knew prior to Julie even telling me that Michelle won because she was telling me the whole time, "Jessie, all I can hear is Julie saying, "Michelle you are the new HOH.  Michelle you are the new HOH."  And I knew that.  When you believe that much it's got to happen.  And she's like, "I am getting chills and dadadada" but I just knew I wasn't going to be there to celebrate with her because I knew that Dan was going to go back on it.  I knew that I wasn't going to be surprised.  And that's what I told Julie.

MF:  That's something Michelle was saying, that the order they put everybody to vote.

JESSIE:  Yep.   Again, she sees that.  She's gonna protect herself.  She's not gonna listen to Memphis.  Maybe later on down the line if she picks off a few of his alliance members, of course they are going to sit there and tell her that.

MF:  I don't even know if you've been told this but me are you surprised to find out, I know everybody thinks it's Libra, Libra, Libra but it's really Keesha that is driving that side who she is arranging most of the stuff that's going on.  Libra, and I'm not defending Libra, I'm just saying Libra actually he didn't have the balls up like last week when April, Ollie and Libra really wanted you to go but they didn't have the balls to stand up to Keesha and vote you out so they went with her and now that Keesha wanted you out, now Libra will do it.  So are you a little surprised to find out that Keesha is really more a...

JESSIE:  Thinking for herself?

MF:  driving force on that side?

JESSIE:  Finally?  Cause she knows that I was going to come after her.  I mean, how much more of a clearer picture could I have painted during week three when I got nominated with Angie that I wasn't the one that put Steven up and out the door.  There was a nine other people all in unison.  There was one loophole was her again, you know, it is actions I can stand by so.  That's why she's so upset.

MF:  How do you feel about America voting you out?

JESSIE:  I don't know because initially the way I got portrayed for the three hours out of the seven days 24 hours a day obviously you know the person that I am.  I don't know how I was portrayed.  I am going to have to watch it cuz initially outside of the game, I am still looking for someone to sponsor me from their company and that's why I stood up for myself.  That's why I wanted it to be portrayed and if something else did then I'm going to have to fight that demon and cross that bridge when I get to it.  But point being, just say the question again real quick?

MF:  I just wanted to know how you felt about America voting you out?

JESSIE:  Again like I said, it was all their family and friends of those four people and then obviously I have all my friends and family and fans voting for me to stay in the game but there is a mass quantity of four people, that's just a ratio of four to one and then maybe a few with he and miss from Ollie, April, Michelle & Jerry you know that are voting to keep me because that is benefiting their family and their friends inside the house but then however I am being portrayed as this arrogant person because a person inside the house is saying it and one action proves their point and somehow like that and now all the variables votes, the people that are fans for face value, depending on how big of a fan they really are, are they watching it.  It's all those variables.  Initially, it's out of my hands and I have nothing to do with it and you know it as well as I know I shouldn't be sitting here talking to you.  Because of my game playing no matter how anybody says it you can point the finger at Dan & America's Player being Dan, they'd just hosed Dan even more.  [Laughs]

MF:  I want to tell you, I personally voted for you 50 times to stay in the house.

JESSIE:  Thank you.  I can't thank you enough.  I really appreciate it.

MF:  There is also a girl on my website who says she used to work with you at Wal-Mart.

JESSIE:  Nuh uh.

MF:  She said that they all got together back in your town and they were voting for you.  So, you have that.

JESSIE:  So you see what I'm saying?  It's like they'll people that do know Memphis.  Memphis was in Florida and he was a vice president of a fraternity and now he's out in the L.A. being at| S Bar & has all these friends that are in L. A. and L.A. County and their friends and their friends.  You see what I'm saying?  They have mass quantities of people, yes I do remember working at Wal-Mart, my first job, but it's just a far cry from what, I brought six people to a fight with an army so.

MF:  There are a lot of people who thought of you arrogant and they would call you a tool that's the big word that you are called all the time.  How do you feel about that?

JESSIE:  Initially those are probably not the kind of people that are watching 24/7.  They have their own opinion.  If they are basing it off of me standing up for myself or me standing up for other people because that's the only time I actually brought attention to myself me standing up for the little people.  It's very apparent.  That's what I did.  That's what I'm gonna do.  That's what I do in life.  That's what I wanted to be portrayed.  If it's portrayed otherwise I guess I'm going to have to face that day in and day out with people that I crossed paths with.  Me being a tool, again, if I am being called the arrogant, the word is pretty vague.  Someone can say you are arrogant to work out every day like you ask a person sitting right next to them and they say well Jessie is dedicated to improving his body.  You see what I'm saying?  You can change the same word.  Jessie is obsessed with working out when really I'm not.  I take two days off.  I can explain myself and give the use so many different similes and analogies until I get blue in the face, until I can sit down everybody and draw a clear crisp picture of my actions and go down the line, then they will see me.  But until I can speak out and until I can justify all my actions, which I didn't think I needed to.  I thought all might actions spoke for themselves and why I did them.  But, again I don't know how I got portrayed the people that are calling me arrogant inside the house, look at their mind mentality and their irrational thoughts.  In week three Keesha couldn't even think for herself.

MF:  Did you really hear Libra & Keeshond saying the stuff you reported to April or did you just try to stir the pot w/ things they have said in the past?  I know they had said it a million times.  I didn't know if you heard it that time or just told April to stir it up.

JESSIE:  No, no, no, no.  I actually heard them.  Cuz I was sleeping, I was laying down.

MF:  They did show that on the TV show.  You were laying down like I know Libra is saying that you had your ear to the door listening.

JESSIE:  Exactly.   I spent all of week want with the loudest snorer in the house, all of week one, you're telling me week one, literally the loudest snorer arm's-length away from me in the same bed as me and I can sleep peacefully all the way through the night no problem.  Your telling me she was whispering in the other room and that I heard it and went up there and said verbatim, repeated back the same argument that they just had 3 minutes, four minutes prior?  Verbatim.  The same exact, how is that possible?  How is that physically possible when inside the house, I am sitting downstairs, they're yelling upstairs inside the room, I go to bed.  Then she's saying it again and I am like, "OK.  You think so huh?  Watch this."  And I go up there and I tell them and it was the truth.  Again, if that's disrespectful, if people want to say that's disrespectful, I'm saying the truth that came out of somebody else's mouth. 

MF:  I totally agree.  I knew it was the truth.

JESSIE:  Exactly.  Because you' a rationalized person.

MF:  I know you said you don't have any regrets, but what do you think you could have done differently to maybe have kept you in the game?

JESSIE:  Good wording of the question.  I probably would have, initially, there is a few things.  One of which being not using the PoV the first week and having Renny go out the door.  Second, as soon as someone started asking questions about my alliance, push for that until she was out the door.  And the last being making sure that I felt safe against Memphis with Jerry so then there was no question, no doubt, no ifs about it.  I wasn't up so there was no way I was out the door.  But Jerry felt so confident and this, this, this and he wanted respect and again I could have said his speech before he even said it.  He was standing up there with what he was going to say and being, "I respect the HOH and I'm going to keep the nominees the way they are".  I already, I could have told you that three days ago before he even won the PoV.  So those three things are actions I could have changed my positioning inside the game.  Other than that, we both know I didn't go out because of my gameplay but production and fans alike know that & see that.  So again, hopefully this won't be the last you see of me.

MF:  Thank you very much and I wish you luck in your career.

JESSIE:  Hey, I appreciate it.  I hope to use you as a reference.

MF:  Oh?  Do.  Thank you so much.

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