Steven was the second person voted out of the BB10 house.  He will totally be missed.

& Jessie is still a tool.

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STEVEN:  Hello Jackie.

MF:  Hey Steven.  So good to talk to you. 

STEVEN:  Yes, You too.  How are you doing today?

MF:  Good.  You are going to be so missed in the feeds.  I just have to get that out there.  I watch the feeds all day long, you are a blast.

STEVEN:  Oh, thank you so much.  That's so flattering.

MF:  It's going to suck so much cuz you were a light in that house.

STEVEN:  Awww.

MF:  First thing I want to know is, why didn't you try & rally everyone up to the HoH like you guys did to get Brian backdoored & get Libra up?

STEVEN:  Well, you know, I attempted it.  I went in the room with Jessie & Michelle.  Well actually first with Jessie.  I ran up there, I saw the opportunity I said, "Jessie, here's the deal".  I can remember that moment like it happened 5 minutes ago.  My heart was pounding & I was so nervous & I just went to him & I said, "Jessie, I have a plan.  Let's get Libra out of here.  Everyone's upset with her.  No one likes her at this time.  She threw a big drama scene yesterday.  I think we can do it."  Jessie told me you got to get Michelle.  Michelle's the one with the Power of Veto.  You've got to get her on your side.  Go get her.  So I ran downstairs & pulled her in the room.  Michelle was just scared.  She was scared.  She said if I could get some people to agree to it, we were trying to do it all without letting everyone know what we were doing.  It's so difficult when you're there.  You know instantly anything you say to anybody can then be turned around & told to people.  Nothing is a secret.

MF:  Why do you think that no one stands up to Libra?  We've seen Renny & Jerry take shots at her but everyone else seems like they are pretty much scared of her & she just takes control of everything.

STEVEN:  She's intimidating.  I almost want to compare her to Dick Donato.  He was just intimidating.  He kind of says what he wants & does what he wants & he's very upfront.  She's very upfront with how she feels about you & what she wants to say.  & as much as you don't want to be intimidated by it, it's just natural to sort of feel intimidated.  I'm guilty of it too.  There were times I was so upset w/ her & hated her & yet she would come to me & talk to me & I would be nice to her. 

MF:  I understand being nice to her.  I just go, ugh, she is just upsetting everyone in the house.  Why doesn't the house unite to take out the cancer?

STEVEN:  You are preaching to the choir honey.  That's exactly how I felt.  I thought for sure I had a really chance of making it happen right before the PoV.  The day before I sat on the couch & listened to Keesha, April & Ollie complain about how much they do not like her.  & how they were tired of her & sick of her.  & I sat there & listened to who I thought were her greatest allies complaining about her.  So I thought here's my shot.  Here's what I'm going to do.  Then the big fight with Jerry & all that happened & I thought I got it in the bag.  It's gonna happen.  But when it came down to it it was like everyone was scared.  They were too afraid of the repercussions.  I also feel you have to mix that with the fact they looked at me as a strong competitor.  They looked at me as someone who was good in competitions, could make things happen possibly & they weighed it out.

MF:  So is that why the house targeted you & instead of Dan?  They used this big reason of Brian, Brian, Brian, guilty by association but you voted with them & Dan did not.  & yet you're the one they all go after.

STEVEN:  Absolutely.  Absolutely.  & that was my argument.  I was constantly trying to pull people aside & say you think that I was with Brian.  I promised Brian one favor & everyone was so certain I was completely aligned with him the whole game.  I promised him one favor.  It backfired on me.  & then when it came right down to it I voted how the house wanted me to vote.  But yet I was still stigmatized with him.  With being with the person who tried to bring Memphis down & was against the house.

MF:  I don't get, I understand, I have been calling them "Mob" too so I thought it was funny how you said mob mentality on ‘The Early Show' I believe it was.  But I don't get the OK we put these people up & this is the one we want to go & its well you better not talk to that person & then so everybody else...

STEVEN:  Exactly.  The mob mentality I felt very strongly about.  That's what they had going on in the house.  & I tried to prove a point.  I said you know what, I am going to tell everyone I'm not with Brian but I am going to sit back & be his friend because at the end of the day he is a nice guy.  We could not stop laughing when we were around each other.  He made life in that house bearable.  I was not going to forsake him just because they wanted him out of the house.  Hindsight it was a mistake because it was part of the reason I was evicted.  But at the same time I do not regret the decision that he is my friend & I know how it feels to sit there waiting.  Basically you know you're leaving & you have to sit there & wait.  To at least have people sit with you & talk to you & be your friend, it makes things a little easier to swallow.

MF:  I don't know if you know who got HoH & that stuff?

STEVEN:  I do.  I was told Keesha won HoH which I was ecstatic about.  I love Keesha to death.  She's such an incredible woman.  I hope she makes the right decisions.

MF:  So then you don't know who she's targeting?

STEVEN:  I have heard some rumors that it's possibly Angie & Memphis. 

MF:  Yes.  I just watched Angie & April.  Yeah.  She's going after Angie cuz she's blaming her for some reason for your eviction.

STEVEN:  Oh, you're kidding.

MF:  No.

STEVEN:  That's very disappointing.  I had a talk with Keesha, I don't know if you saw my talk with Keesha right before the Eviction Ceremony.  I had a long talk with her & I told her what I thought she should do & that was to break the big 3 up.

MF:  She's twisted your words & she repeated it right away to April, Libra & Ollie & basically is telling people that you meant that Angie was after her & then she went to Jessie & said that you & Angie talked & said that Jessie was the head of that & to go after Jessie cuz she's trying to get Jessie's vote against Angie.

STEVEN:  Oh my gosh.

MF:  Yeah.

STEVEN:  Wow.  That's hard to swallow.  I mean, I have to say this about Keesha.  Keesha is trying really really hard to play the game.  & I think she's done a good job because I mean, she's not really totally in with everyone.  This is the way I look at it.  This is my point of view.  She's not completely in with everybody & she's not completely out with anybody.  She'll sit there & tell me how much she can't stand Libra & April & hates them & the whole big fight with "go tell that Barbie Bitch to get out" & everything.  Yet she somehow manages to stay good enough on their side.  She's doing a really good job.  I think if she wants to have any staying power in the long run... I feel like Angie & Memphis would be more assets to her than April, Libra & Ollie.  I think they are going to stab her in the back the first second they get.

MF:  Well they've already discussed this that they will use this now that she's the one that didn't go with "The Plan" that Dan was next & let everybody rip into Keesha next so she has no clue that she is being set up.

STEVEN:  Oh gosh.  That's awful.  You know, that's why I had that conversation with her yesterday.  & I'm really sad that she's falling victim to when things are spread.  It's amazing the level of paranoia that goes on in the house.

MF:  Oh, I'm sure.

STEVEN:  It's almost impossible to put into words the level people begin to get paranoid & it takes control of you & makes you make poor decisions.

MF:  I want to give you a chance to say something about this.  Early on you made some comments in the house that people online have now deemed you racist.  I look at it as when you are talking to Angie it's a sense of humor type thing but other people have gotten all up in arms about it so I wanted to give your chance to have your say on that before people blow it up even bigger.

STEVEN:  Absolutely.  I will be the first person to admit that I fall victim to stereotyping people.  I fall victim to being ignorant to other races cuz I have not spent a lot of time with a lot of races & different ethnicities & different types of people.  However, at heart I am not a racist & I give every single person an opportunity, the same opportunity regardless of what color or anything about you.  You have to understand that in the house we make jokes about things & Angie was the first to joke on herself about being Asian & then the big joke about calling her "Oriental".  I honestly did not know that calling someone Oriental was bad.  Could totally, like I just didn't realize that that was a politically incorrect thing.  So when I first said she laughed about it & thought it was a joke & then it just became a running joke.  & then I've heard some things that some people are saying that I called Libra "the colored girl".

MF:  Right & that's something I've defended cuz I do the feeds all day & I never heard it & so I can't go on that.

STEVEN:  I was telling a story about how Jerry kept forgetting Libra's name & couldn't remember to say "Libra" & called her "the colored girl".  We discussed it several times.  Me & Keesha & a couple other people that someone should go tell him that he can't be saying that.  Not that he's a racist, just that there's a generational gap there & he probably doesn't even realize what he's saying is so politically incorrect.  Me on the other hand, I said a lot of politically incorrect things as a joke.  As humor.  No one in that house has ever offended me once or offended by me once that I'm aware of.  If you can take that & run with that, I am not a racist. 

MF:  & I never thought so for a second.  I wanted to know, now Jessie, his reasonf for putting you up.  What is his reason, he said you didn't go to his HoH room.  You didn't show him respect.  What do you think?

STEVEN:  I had had a really bad day.  After HoH I was basically having an emotional breakdown.  Just the homesickness & everything had gotten to me that afternoon.  I slept.  I did not go see his room.  There was also another reason.  Immediately following the HoH competition I walked up to say congratulations to Jessie & he walked right by me.  He didn't hear me or just ignored me.  I was a little annoyed with him with that too.  That on top of my emotional state I wanted to sleep.  I did not go in his room.  I came to his room the next day immediately following the food competition & I went to his room, I asked about his pictures, wanted to know everything.  I did show an interest.  I think that was his way of rationalizing putting me out of the house. 

MF:  Makes sense.   Did you get your phone?

STEVEN:  [Laughs] No, I don't have my phone yet.  I'm dying.  It's close in hand though.  It's very close & I am dying to get my phone.  I know I've got a bunch of text messages & voicemails that I'm going to return. 

MF:  I just wanted to know that cuz I knew how badly you just wanted to be in touch w/ loved ones.

STEVEN:  I do.  There's someone special that I cannot wait to hear his voice.

MF:  I'm sure.

STEVEN:  & Jackie I just want to let you know too if you want to tell anybody that wants to see me I am going to be attending as many gay rodeos & riding bulls as much as possible for the season so if they go to http://www.igra.com/

& they can get a rodeo schedule & I would love for them to come out cuz I would love to meet some of my fans. 

MF:  I will definitely put that up on my site & if there is ever anything I can do to promote anything I am MediaFiends.com, just send it my way & I will happily put it up.

STEVEN:  Ok.  Thanks Jackie.  It was great talking to you.

MF:  It was great talking to you too.